Eyes are feeling heavy, but they never seem to close. The fan blades on the ceiling spin, but the air is never cold. Even though you're next to me, I still feel so alone. I just can't give you anything for you to call your own. And I can feel you breathing, and it's keeping me awake. can you feel it beating? My heart's sinking like a weight. Something I've be keeping locked away behind my lips, I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss. I couldn't bear to hurt you, but it's all so different now. Things that I was of sure then have filled me up with doubt. How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done? I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run. I know that I hurt you; things will never be the same, the only love I ever knew, I threw it all away.